Why i'm I attracted to weird girls?

I'm not exactly normal, but appearence wise i enjoy to wear a shirt & tie (business school) with funky socks, or dress like GQ (which i read/glance). I enjoy working out,arts,and reading. So pretty normal...BUT i cannot help but to fall in love with "alternative women." I like indie, wacky hair,converse wearing girls! I love the personality, music, and strangeness these girls exhibit! I feel that it's cause i am pretty polished and looking for that edge that i cannot afford to pull off. (business world) HELP! my friends do not understand. anybody wanna make me feel normal?